I am now ecstatic!  I could see all of my dreams unfolding. Slowly but surely. 

I am getting there!  I know I am.  I can. I am sure.

I have two bf’s at the moment (whatever bf means, it’s up to you; whatever it means to me, i won’t tell you :-D).   

Let me tell you about them.

My number 1.  He is good; he has been with me for four years, and we are still going strong.  He has endured a lot of hardships and successes with me.  He has also travelled with me to Brunei, Thailand, and Australia.  How lucky he is, indeed!  However, as time goes by I find him heavy to be with all the time.  So lately, he is always left at home either lying on my bed or sitting in my study table. And when I get home, I cling on him again until the wee hours of the night or until I get sleepy, as we together work on my dissertation.  His initials are IBM.

Now, meet my number 2.  He came to my life on May 28, 2009.  His initials are HP.  He is sleek and light to carry - that means to say he can go with me anywhere.    Yes!  I have constant companion again!:-D  He has 4GB RAM, and has 250 GB of hard disk.  He’s a lot faster than my number 1, but that doesn’t mean that I love him more.   Actually, HP is my daytime companion, while IBM keeps me company at night :-D  Moreover, HP also has the latest than my number 1; so HP is more modern huh?! :-)  

But I love them both.  Both of them don’t get mad when I fail to attend to them when they get low bat.  They patiently wait until I charge them - all done with tender loving care.  Maybe they both truly understand me.  Maybe. Just maybe.

I behold the Christ in you.

I place you in the loving care of the Father.

I release you from my anxiety and concern.

I let go of my possessive hold on you.

I am willing to free you to follow the dictates

of your indwelling Lord.

I am willing to free you to live your life

according to your best light and understanding.

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I no longer try to force my ideas on you,

my ways on you.

I lift my thoughts above you, above the personal level.

I see you as God sees you, a spiritual being,

                created in His image, and endowed with

qualities and abilities that make you

needed and important – not only to me

but to God and His larger plan.

I do not bind you. I no longer believe that you

                do not have the understanding you need

                in order to meet life.

I bless you,

                I have faith in you,

                                I behold Jesus in you.

                                                                - author unknown